It's funny... hearing everyone say "You look so happy!" and I wondered what they meant. Well... I was walking in the mall with Eric and past by a window, catching a glimpse of myself and wondered who that was. I've never been so blissfully unaware of anything my entire life. I have to say, it feels really good to wake up in the morning and your only care in the world is the person lying next to you. Today is a beautiful day, had the windows opened (In November !!!! ) and just let my thoughts drift.. and I came to the conclusion that maybe people aren't as crazy as they seem when you meet them and they answer all your questions with "We". I know how they feel now. They're so connected with their partners that they don't think "I want, I need, I feel" it's always "We want, We Need, We feel". It's a closeness that can't be described by words alone, and I don't know what I did to deserve it. But it brings tears to my eyes when I think about it. Me.. of all people.